What were mean't for...

Brooke and I have been watching the first season of Heros over the last week or so and all this talk of having a higher purpose has really gotten me thinking lately. I know that I will more then likely enjoy the field of Biometrics, but is it what I am destined to do? Is destiny something real that we can strive towards? Am I mean't to do something totally different with my life? I guess these are all question that we ask ourselves as we grow older, but is it something that we should be looking into or is it something better left alone, unsaid.

This is really more along the lines of my career really. I happy with the person I am and I love Brooke more then anything in this world, but sometimes I wonder if what I'm working towards is more to be financially sound then it is something I really want to do. Not that being financially sound is a bad thing or that my dream job is all that attainable, but still it is something to hope for. Maybe I'm just being paranoid, which really isn't me but It's bound to happen sometime.

Anyways, on another note. I have been looking for a part-time job to no avail. There is just not much out there at all. I don't technically need it, but it would be nice having something to fill in a few hours during the week. College takes up some time but, I do find myself with time to fill and i would rather do something then nothing.